The Graceful Celebration


Let grace be the beginning, grace the consummation, grace the crown.”
 (St. Bede the Venerable)

I am lost for words as I do this editorial, for in front of me is a small red-bordered octagonal clock ticking its second hand hurriedly and untiringly as if fleeing away from danger. I am jealous of the fact that time runs! The end of events, especially good ones, come with an illusion that time flies (tempus fugit) very fast and one would be left nursing the past nostalgic memories.
Just like a minute ago events, the beginning of our year of novitiate is still fresh in my mind- the superior’s exhortation in Bl. Allamano’s mantra: first saints then missionaries; then the vicissitudes along the way flowered this era, and now… the year is gone, never to come back again!
We had a prime purpose, which was bequeathed by the Consolata Novitiate Sagana. This was to integrate the Consolata Missionary’s charism and the spirit of Bl. Joseph Allamano and identify with the IMC family.
Initially, this was not meant to be my page, instead the novice master’s ex officio. However, the lot fell on me, and unlike Ken, Ann and Lucy who wait for tomorrow to act, I had to fill this ‘big shoe’ no matter how confused I was. Nonetheless, as it is in the book, Encounters from Africa, a man must live!
We, novices, live and celebrate the faith that we implanted in the yester years; years of correspondence with the vocation’s promoter, Propaedeutic and philosophical seminary training.
We celebrate a year that has brought a definitive impact in our lives. A year that has seen us interacts with many indelible experiences both human and spiritual, which beautified our discernment and decision to commit ourselves for the missions.
As we celebrate, we still have a duty ahead of us: to be witnesses. This duty of witnessing this faith as consecrated persons, wherever we are heading to for the theological seminary training and thereafter, has its impetus in this year’s graceful celebration. Please, join us in this celebration.
One of the many souvenirs of this special year of grace is this CN magazine. I sincerely do not promise you it’s continuity in the years to come, for that is at the discretion of the novices in those times, I rather promise to keep in touch via this magazine with some of the events that marked our Novitiate year. My only wish is that you go beyond this page to find out what it holds. Have a graceful day, will you?


The Editorial, CN Magazine, the Consolata Novitiate magazine, issue year: 2008/2009

Ken,Anne, Lucy! We are all leaders today!





Be active and diligent in doing everything. Learn ell, so that if tomorrow you are put in charge, you’ll know what to do.”
(Bl. Joseph Allamano)


The scotching sun is just about to set and the long tedious day over. We are in small packs walking home after a youth seminar at Thangathe, a local church attached to Sagana parish, but yet have to cross the Sagana River using a small boat, the only available means in the vicinity.
My walking mates are three ladies, Ann, Njeri and Lucy, and a gentleman, Ken who seemly out of curiosity dominates the chatting. He has several questions sandwiched in crazy and funny remarks that not only made the long journey short, but also attracted more quasi participants. At one point he even contemplated walking bare feet since he could not bear the pain of seeing his ‘new’ pair of shoes attacked massively by the dirt in the rocky and sandy soil.
Ken, who finished his High School education the previous year and secured a place in the university, wondered loudly why the youths are always referred to as the leaders of tomorrow and not now. Others nodded violently in agreement, with all eyes on my direction!
He further exclaimed that it’s unfair to be viewed in terms of tomorrow and not of now. “As if today am just to relax and wait for tomorrow so that I may be the mkongoidhia wa Kangai (the leader of Kangai, another local church), or to just be there, period! Not to meddle in church’s affairs until tomorrow dawns, decked with leadership!”
Then Lucy interjected immediately on how she feels they have been set aside to dance to the tune of the elders in the church. She feels the elders have much power and say in the church. She painfully grumbled of excessive control from ‘those people’. She feels that they have been given a raw deal, and are never listened to, let alone supported materially. She feels they are not important and are beasts of burden. She feels empty with nothing to do apart from the liturgical dance, which is also being grabbed away from them by the Pontifical Missionary Children, PMC.  She feels rejected in the church and wants to fight for a place and for her that’s the prime reason she attends the youth group. A glimpse on her face reveals a disappointed personality, a deem-light about to extinguish, a potentiality that has been trampled upon by the very institution which should feed her with hopeful enterprises for the day and the future.
‘Do you want to fill up the duty of the parish chairman, or what?’ Ann shoots the question that sends the rest into disarray. A thin silence filled the air. Hardly had I gathered my arsenal than Njeri, who was apparently silent all the way, chipped in. ‘surely not that big role, but wewe huoni tumebaguliwa hata kwa church?
The bone of contention revolved on the role of the youth in the church. Their function or importance amidst the people of God, how they actualize their faith and their intention both of attending church functions and for participating in the youth groups, a pastoral structure of the Church to unite and form the youths.
Thank God, Ken ignited this issue that sent many into a discussion that helped them open up their hearts, a beginning of a journey into understanding and conversion.
Three months down the line, Sr. Rachel, by then in charge of the youth apostolate in Sagana parish, outlined four topics for the Youth Enrolment Day. Coincidentally, one of them was on this controversial issue after the Thangathe Seminar: the role of the youth in the Church today.
‘You will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you will be my witnesses…’ Acts 1:8 tells it all. This is the prime duty of all the members of the church; children, teenagers, adults and elderly alike. To witness in their way of life to the gospel values brought and lived by Jesus Christ. This is not done in a vacuum, rather within the very institution instituted by Christ himself and the Spirit as her advocate, the church. Now, the youth, a special part of the flock, are not left asunder in this God-given task.
Baptismal slumber
Back to Ken and the group, I inquired whether they were baptized persons. ‘Definitely!’ was Ken’s response. The same response came from Lucy and a good number of those present during the walk. ‘Our baptismal consecration is the basis of this witness’, I continued, ‘…a gratuitous gift from God to join his family.’
In the biological family, the Mother Nature allocates each member specific duties and responsibilities proper to one’s faculties. In most cases, the parents provide the basic needs while their offspring, the family’s hope, have their part to play, too; either to be faithful at school, or other house-hold chores. Under such diversity in duties and responsibilities arises the family’s dignity and prosperity in the society. The same phenomenon takes place in the church, even though it is a large institution with many families merging together for a purpose. The youth, like the offspring in the family, are the custodians of the Church’s hope dignity and prosperity here on earth.
However, this is a hard nut to crack. Today, conflicts emerge when comforts try to outdo happiness, haves and looks try to outdo real personality (being), personal ambitions try to outdo communal love, and God is rendered an Internally Displaced Phenomenon, IDP, in one’s life and the Now Generation outdoing the process of discernment in making serious decisions and choices.
The fundamental role for the youth in the church is to try to counter this worldly mentality that forms the fabric of our society. To witness to the truth and in so doing give life to our baptismal consecration. It is a call to share in the priesthood of Christ, by prayer life; a call to share his kingly ministry, lead a way of life that teach others the gospel values; and finally a call to share in his prophetic ministry, a sign of hope in the church and among fellow youth.
In this world mentality, this would sound a loud joke, a disagreeable phenomenon, a deep wound in the search of identity, appreciation and consolation; hence the heavy demands of other roles set aside for the other part of the flock, a fantasy lifestyle, war with the church’s structures, and a blockage of creative witness to the Lord just as youth.
God is present amongst us, the youth, and this flame of faith should light in our daily affairs, not awaiting tomorrow rather acting now, because together with St. Peter, God tells us today that, ‘you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a consecrated nation, a people set apart to sing the praises of God who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light…’ (1 Peter 2:9)




 (this article was published in the CN magazine, a Consolata missionary novitiate`s magazine)


The Living Consolata



image of our Lady Consolata.














What is living within the icon of Our Lady Consolata? This might not seem one of the burning questions of the hour. The need to fathom our lady Consolata leads to the understanding of the reality of active-silent life that is in this icon. It leaves one speechless and gob smacked to express the sanctity of this icon, but only feeling it pierces through the heart.

This devotion has passed through the ages to the third millennium. It is celebrated in a special way at the Consolata Seminary, Nairobi with a little bit of weight.  What is this day that takes up with it eight days novena for preparation? Not the Sabbath absolutely. But the Consolata Feast, in the month of the Rosary and towards the end of the Eucharistic Year, for Mary and Eucharist are inseparable. It also coincided with the 16th, when in a special way memories linger on Bl. Joseph Allamano, whose impact caused the spread of this great commissioning: “they will announce my glory to the nations.”

The joy of the eve of Consolata Feast tells it all, even the feet of the victims felt this happiness. First, it was the transition ceremony of our 16 brothers to Postulancy. Second, it was the procession with Our Lady from the Institute to the front part of the chapel, the Consolata Square.

The solemn vigil procession accompanied with lighted candles held three significances to the partakers: showing Consolata the paths we use in our day to day activities, bearing in mind always Our Lady Consolata when using the paths of this compound and appreciating Our Lady as a guest who visited us.

Lourdes and Fatima are contemporary in history. Our Lady Consolata is fresh too, although the icon dates back to the sixth century. St. Luke, author of the third gospel and Acts of the Apostles, painted the icon, ‘Lucan Madonna’. This marked the birth of the Consolata Icon that encountered ups and downs in the boat of life.

In her lifetime, the icon faced an ill-famed battle against the veneration of the sacred images spearheaded by Bishop Claudius of Turin, a Spaniard and iconoclast. Consolata icon was saved from destruction by pious hands. Fortunately, she came to vicinity when King Arduin Marquis of Ivrea built a chapel for Our Lady in St. Andrew’s church after getting healed miraculously in 1014 AD. This shrine became for the folks a “Place of Grace”, for they flocked to receive consolations and venerate Our Lady for having wiped out the heresies of the time, Divinity of the Trinity.

No sooner had the shrine gained momentum than the struggle for freedoms of the towns broke the hell loose, seeing the Shrine laid long forgotten into remnants.  Out of the blue, was the ongoing life of the icon buried under the bits and bobs.  The miraculous  re-discovery of the Consolata icon in a vision by John Ravasi, a French blind man, piloted the restoration of his sight, a remarkable event in the lives of the Turinese sending them eureka. The June 20th   1104 incident made Pope Leo XIII to give added impetus to the devotion of Our Lady Consolata, establishing proper Mass and Office celebrated annually on 20th June.

The etymology of Consolata goes way back to this epoch. Virgin Mary, to her people is indeed the one who cares. “La Cunsula” is both Latin and Italian jargon implicating both consoled and consoler pigeonholed in the Virgin Mary. The latter was consoled by God in her mission of being the first missionary of the gospel.

On the other hand, we too console her in our good deeds and words proper to the teachings of the Word and Magisterium.

When giving us Jesus Christ, she becomes the consoler of the whole humanity. Whoever hunted her refuge was not desolated but left consoled and loads less. Hence she is Our Lady of consolation, Consolata. To her Shrine all would advance yawning for her, the high and the low, in need and out of need, to pay homage and ask for guidance and assistance. Her hands are wide open showing the uniqueness in the two in one personality- consoled and consoler bearing the old adage: ‘Nemo dat quad non habet’, you cannot give what you do not have, for consoled she became consoler.

There, the Shrine, also went the great Turinese saints of the XIX century, who played a leading role in the religious revival of Italy: St. Joseph Cottolengo, St. Joseph Cafasso “pearl of the modern clergy”, St. John Bosco founder of the Salesians and Bl. Joseph Allamano, whose hands not only refaced the Consolata Shrine with gold and marble but also fuelled active participation by the faithful in all corners of the world, amid others.

The effect of Our Lady Consolata is witnessed in places her missionary sons and daughters labour to evangelise the non-Christians. Hers is the message of confidence in the values of the spirit, consolation beyond space and time. Let us all acknowledge her together with St. Maximus in saying; “…whatever was to benefit the world was to come from within her.” Our Lady Consolata lived to fight today.


(this article was published in the Sunshine magazine, the Consolata Seminary magazine, 2005)

The icon of Our Lady Consolata



icon of Our Lady Consolata.



















1.       Little light from Mary and the baby Jesus in the dull background:
©  hope and source of eternal light on earth.

2.       Adolescent-like face of the baby Jesus:
©  fountain of eternal wisdom.

3.       Mary’s right hand pointing at her heart:
©  enclosing all our needs in her dear heart.

4.       Mary’s head slightly bent towards the baby Jesus:
©  she is whispering to Jesus all our needs and afflictions.

5.       Mary’s eyes looking at us and not at the baby Jesus:
©  she has pity on us and is keenly following our conversations with her.  She is keenly listening to us.

6.       The baby Jesus sitting on her left arm and grasping her thumb:
©  she seems to be giving us Jesus, the perfect consoler.

7.       Jesus’ right hand is blessing us in an oriental manner:
©  2 fingers stretched-up reflect the two natures of Jesus, Human and Divine,
©  3 fingers folded are the three divine persons, God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.

8.       Mary’s dark blue mantle with gold and red trimmings:
©  her coronation as queen of heaven.

9.       Jesus’ red robe:
©  his kingship in heaven.

10.   Three stars on Mary’ mantle:
©  her triple virginity, before, during and after the nativity of Jesus.

11.   Mary’s ring on her finger:
©  her power and authority as spouse of the Holy Spirit (the Annunciation).

12.   The halos:
©  the glorious life in which Jesus and Mary live now.

(this article was published in the CN Magazine, the Consolata Novitiate magazine, issue year: 2008/2009)

Violence in the womb, violence in our society


An expectant woman taking care of her unborn baby
What is the best way to learn about abortion? What goes on in those abortion clinics? Where are they found? Why opt for abortion. How is abortion defined? Is it defined as termination of pregnancy or killing of unborn child? Who champions abortion and by what means? Does abortion solve any problem? These were some of the questions that bombarded my mind as I did this reflection.
About 300,000 abortions are performed in Kenya annually. An estimated 20,000 women and girls are hospitalized with related complications. This figure translates into daily abortion rate of about 800 procedures. Those were statistics in a report presented to the Kenya Medical Association by the pro-life organizations in a conference in Nairobi.
Kenya is on the way to legalize killing of the unborn babies if the draft law passes in the July 2nd referendum. Kenya will then join South Africa, Tunisia and Cape Verde.
The proponents of safe legal termination of pregnancy base their arguments on the maternal mortality due to unsafe abortions and the woman’s right to choose either to carry the pregnancy to the end or not.
The battle continuous...
The Church and other pro-life organizations are categorically strong against abortion. Nonetheless, the latter advocates for the use of contraceptives for both men and women as a means to avoid unnecessary conceptions. Kenya alone spends 13 million dollars on contraceptives par year, reliable sources disclosed.
Massive propaganda and funding
Who exactly funds this campaign? Never mind that abortion is illegal in Kenya. Pro-abortion organizations based Overseas are the vanguard in changing Kenya’s cultural reticence to killing unborn babies.  They use enticing promotions like ‘maternal health’, ‘comprehensive Family Planning’, ‘Marie Stopes’ etc.   In the name of empowering women, improving health conditions and preserving environment from overpopulation they receive outsized budgets from multilateral agencies. The NGO consensus holds that most of the problems in the developing world can be solved with more abortions.
Whatever that goes on in these organizations only God knows. But if you want to know what goes on in those abortion clinics, ask the victim. Always, for one to know about a product, ask the consumer.
Today it is not only the killing of the unborn. That’s not enough! It is also the interference with the natural menstrual flow. Not enough! It is the prevention of implantation after fertilization. And again not enough! It is blocking of the blastocyst from getting implanted in the uterine lining. This is called an abortifacient procedure or in other words, ‘menstrual regulation’. It is similar to what is known as ‘dilation and curettage (D&C) in the US. In Kenya, it can be performed as an office or clinic procedure. Nobody knows how many abortions occur hidden in this procedure.
According to the United Nations’ statistics, Kenya records a 40 percent documented schoolgirl pregnancies that end in abortion.
Abortion then is a household terminology, act and procedure. A parent ‘advices’ her or his daughter, a brother or sister ‘advices’ his or her sister, an uncle or untie ‘advices’ his or her niece, a teacher ‘advices’ his or her pupil or student etc. Hence, ‘advices’ are all over!
Does abortion solve any problem?
It is the killing of a tree by plucking its leaves away! Abortion presupposes the presence of a problem which it tries to solve. Some pro-lifers have it that educating men on contraceptives and when to have conjugal affairs is the key importance in reducing the unwanted pregnancy cases.  But what is ‘unwanted’ may someday turn ‘wanted’!
What could this ‘unwanted’ pregnancy be? Could it be that the baby is in the wrong place; hence, the medical introduction of the test-tube-babies? Could it mean that its hour wasn’t premeditated upon; hence, considered persona non grata? Does the world’s economic crisis threatens the place of the unborn; hence, ‘unwanted’? Or probably it is the societal material competition? And, will legalizing abortion make all babies ‘wanted’?
Yes! Physically, the child will be out and dead. But complications in abortion related issues will not escape the victims (girl/woman, man and the ‘specialist’). Reading and hearing from some of the victims, guilt is the superior and life-long effect of abortion. And at times, it is accompanied by other more psycho-physio complications. Such as: uncontrolled bleeding, tear in cervix or uterus, smelly uterus, infections, breast cancer (estrogen increases in pregnancy leading to enlargement of breasts. Terminating this progress may result into the growth of cancerous cells in the breasts), incomplete abortion where surgical materials may remain inside the womb, later miscarriages, and the list is endless.
Others like Prof Pinker Steven, lecturer of Psychology at the august Massacheutte Institute of Technology believe strongly that babies (in the womb and extra-womb) are not people. This is because, “babies don’t have the ability to reflect…, to form and savor plans for the future, to dread death and to express the choice not to die.”
It is true that infants’ level of thinking is at the lowest. But rationality, that which characterizes humans from the rest of primates, is present in the infants, though very docile. Infants are capable of one day using their faculty of reason and even some day, dread death.
Many years ago before the invention of sonogram, before people like Lenart Nilsson took stunning photos of unborn child, the latter was defined as a ‘blob of cells’ and not equated to humanness. Today, however, medical technology has given us the opportunity to actually see and hear the unborn, and monitor its growth till maturity.
  Pro-life championess in the Church
The Catholic Church hails life at all levels unborn, infancy, youth, adult and old age. Life should not be terminated at any stage of human development at whatever cost. No abortion, infanticide and euthanasia of any kind. The greatest proponent in this is Mother Teresa of Calcutta. She started an orphanage of children whose parents once meditated to abort.
For her, abortion has “portrayed the greatest gift, a child, as a competitor, an intrusion and an inconvenience. It has sawn violence and discord at the heart of the most intimate human relationship.” And that it has “pitted mothers against their children, and women against men.”
Abortion is the destroyer of peace and serenity. The peaceful world of the baby is interfered with and itself, mercilessly killed. That inside world is violently ruined! Same is our outside world. The peaceful world in which we live faces destructions, killings, interferences, and shedding of tears. It’s a daily abortion that the world experiences.


Has Africa come of age?

We, the Catholic Church await the “New Pentecost”, the Papal response to the II African Synod held in Rome by the African Prelates last October. Three months down the waiting lane the fruit of reconciliation and peaceful co-existence in Africa, one of the many preoccupations of the Synod Fathers, was highlighted globally in the world of soccer through the two football tournaments.

These were the just ended African Cup of Nations, CAN, and the eagerly awaited FIFA World Cup carnival, whose preparations are underway and the first ever to be held on the African soil!

By taking up these tournaments, and in a special way, the world cup, Africa is here to show case the football fanatics that it has come of age as far as the organization and the playing of soccer concerns. But more to it is to the entire world that it has shed off the greasy bloody past of civil wars, apartheid and the painful effects of colonial struggles to organize such big worldly events. And it steadily climbs the developmental ladder in the today’s competitive economy.

To begin with, the biennial CAN organized and celebrated in Angola at the onset of the year reveals Angola’s total wake up from a vicious 27-year civil disorder that consumed up to half a million lives according to the UN reports. The peace deal was signed in 2002 officially ending the illiberal war in this oil-rich nation. This year’s CAN was to be a culmination of the peaceful transition from the historic hostilities.

In May 2004, South Africa won the bid to host the 2010 world football tournament. It won the world’s confidence, too. That gave the Africans the hope and chance to have a place in the other continents of the world. An aroma of optimism fills the air that it will be a peaceful encounter.

Two recommendations of the II African Synod started taking shape. These are the promotion and up building of culture of justice and peace; and the economy at the service of the poor and marginalized.

It is the pursuit of this lasting peace that the games not only started but the entire Africa hopes to build on. Justice and Peace, a common good of the welfare of all people will be respected by the end of these tournaments, is another hope.

The sole responsibility of larger organizations is to provide the poor and the marginalized with easy access to the natural resources and infrastructures. Such larger organizations are the Confederation of African Football, CAF, the FIFA-the world football organizing body and the individual governments. To remedy poverty and ensure self sufficiency of not only the marginalized but the entire nations making up the African continent, CAF and FIFA organized the dual football carnival on African soil.

But are these objectives and aims achievable?

Football is a culture and a religion, so the fanatics say. No doubt on this. It does not know of one’s age, vocation, profession or gender. All flock to cheer or play the game spiritedly. Its noble objective back from its roots is to foster unity within a fair and just competitive milieu. Other values glued to it are obedience, sobriety, selflessness and cooperation among others.

But is football in Africa different from the rest of the continents? Does football influence its past based on colonialism, apartheid, slavery, discriminations, wars, human trading, trafficking, immigrations etc? And the today’s African football… does it redefine African culture, behaviour and its people? Does it foster nationalism, globalization, peaceful coexistence etc?

It is true that when hosting countries organize big events like the CAN and World Cup, they incur heavily on the infrastructure and later expect economic returns in abundance. For instance, the Angolans consumed million dollars on new stadia, roads, hospitals, hotels, packs, etc. They also use such moment to internationally advertise their country for future touristic gains.

It is relatively true that not all the people in these countries are beneficiaries of such massive returns incase any risk is not met. In any case, the marginalized would spell it as a loss of time and wealth in organizing such events. If not listened to, the marginalized may backfire and the result be like the Cabinda horror on 8th January meted on the Togolese en route for the Africa Cup of Nations.

As they lay down the final bits for the world cup, the South African government in conjunction with the FIFA is hawk-eyed not to leave any stone unturned. For them and the entire Africa is a hope that the tournament will set a legacy of African prosperity and positivity in peaceful coexistence come June this year. We all remain confidence that Africa has come of age. But unfortunately, some of our Prelates might follow the tournament from Rome, and not from home, for they will be closing the Year of Priests.